I've learned that you're never going to be 100% happy in any living condition that you're in.
It was no secret that my freshman year I only got along with one of my room mates, and there were five of us. It was terrible. But really, it was just about cleaning... which isn't really a little thing.
My sophomore year I was pretty content with my room mate. We never had any real problems, though cleaning was still kind of an issue.
Over the Summer I had a completely different personality than my room mate, and that caused a few unspoken issues, but those are issues just the same.
Right now I'm facing a lot of issues with personality differences, a lot of passive aggressive behavior, and over all different interests and goals. Different home lives, different socioeconomic classes, a lot of things. And because I'm a) too immature to really talk to people and b) afraid that I won't be tactful about it, I'm going to rant about it on here.
I'm having problems dealing with just how different my two room mates are. One has a very abrasive personality. When somethings wrong, she won't exactly say it, but she'll let you know that there's a problem. The other one is extremely sensitive, as in she doesn't want anyone to be mad at her ever.
Both personalities remind me of people that I'm very close to. However I know them more than I know these people, so I know how to deal with them in their respective manners. But these girls, I'm not about to start a fight about nothing by trying to say something and sounding like a malafolla. (don't translate that, it won't come out right)
Anyways. It's just getting frustrating.
I'm trying to find things to do outside of the apartment. I'm not trying to subject myself to an atmosphere where I feel unwelcome.
Time to find an inetercambio.
I'm gonna go do some dry cleaning errand now.
Deuces.
<3
Buenas Tardes.
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