One is the loneliest Number.

S and R just left... and I'm balling my eyes out. Why is that a real thing?

It didn't hit me that they'd actually be leaving I guess. I mean, I knew that they'd be going, but... now I'm here, alone.

Sure K and A are still here, but that's different. I'm friends with them, sure, but S and R... I mean, c'mon. We're like BFF's who didn't know the other existed until now. We're literally three peas in a pod... We just fit together perfectly. We all balance each other out.

I don't have friends in the states like either of them. They're completely unique. I have a lot of friends in the US who are all generally speaking the same personality, these girls, totally different. But I love them with a good chunk of my heart. Seriously.

And now I'm sitting here, realizing that our last conversation was a total waste of oxygen. We should have talked about how great our upcoming years were going to be. We should have talked about how great our trips were together. How great it was to meet each other... and instead we just shot the shit like we normally do.

And I guess that's all you can really ask for from friends. To just keep going on as normal. To try to act like you don't know when you're going to see each other... but that's hard. It's really hard.

I don't know when I'm going to see S. I really don't.
R and I have made plans for Spring Break, loose ones, but plans none the less.

The last thing in the world that I want to do is lose contact with these girls. They've changed my life in more than one way. Seriously. (If ya'll are reading this, seriously. I love ya'll.)

I guess this whole experience will prove how grown up we are combined with how well we manage time, combined with how badly we still want to stay in contact.

I'll be the first to say, if needed, that I'd REALLY like to stay in contact with the both of them. Insanely. Now I'm sitting here being obnoxiously gushy about my friends, and I know they're going to read this, or skim it at least... but it's real. They're two of the greatest people that I've met. It really made this whole experience worth while.


One is the loneliest number vs. three is a crowd.

But we're a party. :)


<3
Buenas Noches