Did ya see what i did there?
I'm starting to have more mixed emotions about going home. Don't get me wrong, I'm actually really ready to get back to my home town, back to friends, back to the norm. I need that solidarity, that sense of normalcy. I still feel like Spain living is some sort of fairy tale that I got to live in for too long. My brain is rewiring right now and it's starting to get fuzzy up there.
I know very well that everyone speaks English in the states, but I still think to myself about how I'm going to ask professors about upcoming essays and which form of a verb I need to use... as if English isn't my first language. I'm still in the Spanish mindset. I'm in for a super rude wake up call when I enter the real world again.
I wish that I could bring this life to the US. Seriously. Friends included.
I seriously don't know what I'm going to do without my daily R and S fix, for real. Or the need to communicate in Spanish on the regular... I need to make some friends who speak Spanish. Seriously
God, I can't wait to get home... but I'm not ready to leave.
Ask me tomorrow, it'll probably be flipped.
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Buenas Noches
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