For now.

This is probably going to be my last post from Spain!! Well, for now at least.

I'm leaving tomorrow at 11:00 to head back to the states! I'm kind of sad that it'll be the fifth of July rather than the 4th. It's all good though.

I am leaving a day earlier than everyone else just because of my buddy pass situation. Everyone is going out tonight to party just because we don't have anything planned tomorrow... I'm still debating on going because yes I do have a 9 hour flight where I can sleep everything off, but I also don't want to be miserable stuck in a coach seat and hung over sitting beside a bunch of kids.

So tonight I'm not sure how up to going out I am... I don't want to be a shut in really, but I also don't really want to go out clubbing.. I'm just not really in the mood too.

Honestly, I might be a little depressed to go home.

I'm ready to get away from my group, so I'm ready to leave, but I don't want to say goodbye to Spain.

Everyone else is saying they're sad too, but I honestly think it's different.

Spain has really become a place that I feel more at home in than in my own house. Granted yes, I miss my family, and that will always be my home, but at the same time, it's not really my same room, it's not really my same living environment. I've become an independent young adult.

I'll always consider the place where my parent's live a home... but right now Spain is my home. I've grown accustomed to the meal schedule, the life style, and the environment... I'm still not up to par with fashion, but that's even how I am in the states.

I don't want to leave, but I'm ready to be home...
Really ready.

Like for privacy, and my own space.
For my mom and dad and brother.

I'm ready to see my pets and friends.
People who know me for me.

People who won't judge the way I talk, or how I act.
People who understand me already.

New friends are great, but not when they are fake.

... Hey Tswift... I got a new lyric for you.


I'm ready to see my besties.
Ready to see my family.

Ready to be back in Atlanta.



<3
Buenas Tardes


I'll write from Atlanta and let you know how I'm feeling.